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Abrahm Wolf's WerecardReply-To: robertl@dad.bgsu.edu My lycanthropy has always been with me. However, I did not realize how important it was until later in my life. I suppose it all started during my freshman year of high school. Things were not really going well for me, then; my grades were poor, my parents had gotten divorced, and I was having all kinds of emotional problems. Needless to say, I'd barely made it through that year. What was so ironic about this, though, was that I KNEW I could do better all of the time. Failure was (and still is) something that I've had much difficulty dealing with. During the summer after that school year, I tried to get help from just about anyone who would have offered it to me--psychologists, guidance counselors, other family members, close friends, etc. Despite their willingness and efforts to help, I felt that nothing had worked, and I became more frustrated and desperate with each unsuccessful attempt. To make a long story short, I eventually gave up on seeking outside help, and I tried to remedy my problems alone. It was then that I found the wolf inside of me. It came to me in my dreams, almost guiding me in my times of need. After that, I thought I was completely insane ("C'mon, you actually think you're a... *giggle* werewolf or something?"). However, I was probably more aware and alive than I realized. For some unknown reason, the dreams and thoughts persisted, and through them I was 'reminded' of who (and what) I was. Those feelings existed years ago, and they continue to today. My life was completely changed after this--my academic performance dramatically improved (enough to help me get into college), and I was no longer an "emotional wreck." From those days onward, I was able to approach everything I did with confidence. I owe much of my success to myself, especially my lycanthropy. After all, it was my own soul that helped me when I needed it most. My association with the wolf is purely spiritual. As a werewolf, I envision myself as a large, bipedal wolf. Though I have a strong desire to physically become that animal, I lack the ability to do so. Aside from the occasional howl and growl and 'wolf clothing', I am a human being with some 'human interests'. However, I believe my soul to be of both wolf and human, and it is that which keeps me alive with strength, confidence, and hope.
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