Bestial's Werecard

Email: darkandstormy73@hotmail.com

Human Name: Leonard  
Were Name: Bestial
Phenotype: Werewolf
Shifting Ability: mental/spiritual
Birthdate: 7 May 72
Birthplace: Sydney
Home Territory: Urban Tokyo
Dream Territory: A gothic forest in winter, with a romantic castle in
the background
Physical Description, Human: 5'10, muscular build (I lift weights every
day), 180lb, dark hair, green eyes
Physical Description, Were: A pure, noble black wolf of giant size with
startling green eyes.
Human Career: Headhunter for Investment Banks.
Hobbies/Interests: Trance music and culture, foreign travel, chasing
women, adventure sports, reading and writing.
Favorite Movies: Lawrence of Arabia, Dune, Star Wars.
Favorite Were-movie: Wolf
Favorite Literature: Anything by Hemingway, mythology, literary classics
Favorite Were Literature: The Necronomicon comes close
Favorite Art: The ceiling of the Sistine Chapel
Favorite Were-art: The poster for "Wolf"
Favorite Quote: Seize the day
Favorite Were Saying/Quote: Time to go hunting
Favorite Personal Quote: "I know I appear quite lucid, but actually,
mentally I am a wolf"
Favorite Song/Band(s): Hard Core Trance Music of any description
Favorite Season: Spring
Favorite Holidays: Christmas
Preferred Prey: Beaufiful East European females with red hair and
aggressive, confident attitudes.
Hunting Tips: It's all in that first glance
Preferred Method of Attack: Subtle body language
Favorite Non-Were Mythological Beast: Giant serpents
Feelings Toward Vampires: Kindred spirits.
Feelings Toward Normal Humans: You can learn and grow from everyone, and
just enjoy connecting and making friends with people.
Personal Therianthropy: I always had lone wolf tendencies. For instance
I would enjoy going off by myself travelling around the world as a
teenager, or camping in the forest or cross country skiing for days on
end alone. I naturally defy group trends and authority, which has got me
into trouble on many occasions and the effects of which I actually
enjoy. I also like prowling into bars by myself and seeing what
adventures unfold, rather than being in a loud noisy herd without
direction, purpose or inner confidence. I find more interesting things
happen to me when I have a sense of individual freedom and expression.
At the same time I am also very social, and I think people generally
like my company.
I've had a fascination for the occult since I was a little child and
have always been curious about magic and the influence of the will on
external reality. I have also had a particular interest in wolves. I am
very close to my dog and I think some aspects of my behaviour could be
described as wolfish. For example, I am always sniffing the air for
scents or detecting energy movements in people around me. I also grunt
and growl a lot when I'm lazing around or during sex and I love running
through natural surrounds. I hate wearing clothes, and usually get about
half naked whenever I have the opportunity.
About a year ago I started going to trance parties and taking
hallucinogenic drugs such as magic mushrooms.
In one such session I was dancing for hours really violently and I
started having these visions where I had turned into this powerful wolf,
and I was with this other older wolf demon who was teaching me things. I
felt my wolf shape is an instrument of some higher purpose, that it was
a branch of some greater force.
Afterwards, I found that I could trigger this state any time just by
thinking about it. It gives me a great sense of power, purpose and
incorporation into the universe. It also makes me more aggressive in a
controlled way, which has improved my business performance (and sex life
too).
Another effect is the one on females. I mean it is quite remarkable -
when I am raving hard to trance music and I turn into a wolf, within
seconds I am surrounded by women. It is as if they are particularly
sensitive and attracted to this state. Unfortunately I am often so
caught up in wolf images and energies that I can't speak to them too
well in that state, though naturally I enjoy the attention.
Sometimes I will be in my suit on my way to work and I will shift right
there beneath the Tokyo skyscrapers. I get a sensation like my pupils
are widening, and a surge of power comes from the ground up through my
feet. Honestly I just feel total, driven euphoria, and I see flashes of
dark fur and white teeth flitting through the forest.
I come storming into the office and everyone feels the energy. People
are always commenting on my unusually high level of energy and constant
good mood. People say that they can feel aura or energy emmanating from
me. I am able to "read" people any time now, and get a sense of what
they are tuly like, rather than what they may appear to be or what they
would others to believe.
What is my interpretation on what has happened? I think my subconscious
has identified a symbol that it needs to grow and strengthen itself.
This symbol, dream, or "god" is strongly spiritual and has given me
immense confidence in my day to day life; and appears to be getting
stronger. I love being a werewolf and I love being alive.
P.S. I am thinking of getting some tatoos soon to show this wolf-link,
so if anyone has some creative ideas I would appreciate an email. I
would also like to meet any fellow weres in Tokyo or Australia.