Felan's Werecard

From: lunadcruor@aol.com (LunaDCruor)

Human Name:  Suzanne Ellis
Were Name:  Felan  
Phenotype:  Timberwolf
Shifting Ability:  Astral and Mental.  I have enjoyed astral shifting since I
can remember, though I never quite realized what it was until a few years ago..
 Mental is one which has been a constant companion for as long as I can
remember as well.. Physical is something I dream of yet attaining..

Birthplace:  Tyler, Texas.
Home Territory:  Chandler, Texas .. though this will change within this coming
year .. when I am to move to Nachogdoches
Dream Territory:  A lush forest, untouched by human influence and unmarred by
loggers and illegal hunters and trappers.. where wolves run free, and the prey
are plentiful.

Physical Description, Human:  I am 19, with a height of 5'8", blue eyes, soft
brownish hair with natural blonde highlights .. (though now it's a dark reddish
maroon)  my pallor is pale and I have often been jokingly called a Vampire
because of my pale skin.. my limbs are long and my body lithe, I am not the
most flexible thing in the world though my balance often makes up for it
(chuckles).  I have often been told that I look like a wolf, among friends and
strangers without my telling of my inner self.  And at one time.. I was seduced
into the career of modeling though I literally dropped it when I saw how poorly
that line of work was treated and went back to my dreams of living off my
artwork.

Physical Description, Werewolf:  A great deal of my fur is a gentle, pale
yellow to white fur.  Across my brow is a brownish red with dark accents,
especially around the upper parts over my eyes and following from the corners
of my eyes in a sloping direction towards the ears though it tapers into the
longer fur on the sides of my face.  Between my eyes where it slopes up on my
brow and the small archs beneath my eyesare a gentle brownish color with much
darker accents.  This same brownish red fur flows along my back and over my
shoulders, again with the darker accents, especially along my spine near my
tail where the dark fur follows and splays out over the top half of my tail and
ending with a dark tip.  My chin, breast and under belly all have a soft very
pale white fur which streaks along and around the backs of my legs and the
underside of my tail with the exception of the dark colored tip.  I do have
almost black accents in various places, especially over my shoulders and
haunches.  

Human Career:  I'm a full time student in college and a free lance artist,
seeking a docterate in arts so that I might have a future career as an art
professor in a university.

Hobbies/Interests:  As most Therianthropes, I love the outdoors.  Camping,
hiking, anything away from 'civilization' makes me exceedingly happy.  I love
music and I prefer listening to my cd's than to the radio .. The radio just
interupts too much with comercials and useless babble for me to enjoy it,
though on occassion I do listen despite that.  I love thinking games, puzzles,
cards, Tribond, etc.  I adore playing with my dogs, which I have six of, and my
cat.  I am not happy unless I create, be it through drawing, painting various
other mediums, or writing, I need that outlet.  

Favorite Movies:  Lets see.. favorite movies.. The Crow, Bram Stokers Dracula,
Desperado, As Good as it Gets.. oh the list is so long..

Favorite Were-movies:  I can't say that I have seen too many of them.. they
tend to sap the glamour out of being a Therianthrope and usually don't have
very good effects.. it's odd that they can't come up with better effects for
werewolf movies when the special effects industry has advanced so much.

Favorite Literature:  I loved Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles .. I can't say I
am a big fan of hers.. but her vampire books were very well written. 
Anno-Dracula is a fabulous rewrite of history and will just tickle your insides
with it's spell binding manner as well as it's sequel, The Bloody Red Baron, a
rewrite on WW2.. 
Hmm.. There are quite a few books I have enjoyed.. it seems a majority of them
are vampire novels though..  but I see nothing wrong with that..

Favorite Were-literature: Moondance is a fabulous novel with a completely
different perception on werewolves .. it is so well weritten you actually feel
a part of the story.. Hmm.. I haven't read too many werewolf related books..
though I have read quite a bit from the internet.. 

Favorite Art:  Oh my.. there's too much to list.. I suppose my vain side says
that my favorite works of art are my own (smiles)

Favorite Were-art:  There is a piece here on the internet by a woman called
Dika Wolf that did an absolutely fabulous piece called "Stargazer" .. the wolf
in the image has a similarity to the way I look .. and it only makes physical
shifting seem more a possibility than a dream.. it's very realistic in
appearance.. and very well done (this coming from an art critic hehe)

Favorite Quote:  "Take what you get, look for what you need...but never, ever
give away your pride."
"The Taurus way is to work around resistance, to find the pleasurable path to
happiness. Play is work."

Favorite Were-saying/Quote:  "Like a proud wolf alone in the dark, with eyes
that watch the world"

Favorite Personal Quote:  "Why?"

Favorite Songs/Bands:  Hmm... my favorite bands would have to be... Moonspell,
Type O' Negative, Pink Floyd, Nirvana, Windsong, Switchblade Symphony, and so
many more that it's impossible to list .. 

Favorite Season:  Fall.. it's so beautiful, the heat of summer is fading and
the crisp air is so inviting.  The landscape becomes painted with the colors of
nature and it opens my senses.  I love the spring as well.. the beauty of it is
just undescribable to me.. a time of rebirth for all of us.. winter.. I love
the chill and I can tollerate it so much easier than I ever could summer.. I
find I stay indoors during the summer and perfer to keep my pale skin
(chuckles)

Favorite Holidays:  I'd have to say Samhain (pronounced Sow-in) .. also known
as halloween, and .. well. actually.. all of the pagan holidays except for
midsummer.. I cannot bare being in that much heat for anything at any length of
time.. Midsummer is a ritual held generally at mid-day during the longest day
of the year.

Prefered Prey:  Deer.. without a doubt, though I admit I like a bit or rabbit
as well.. as most of us have found out, I'm sure.. wild meat will always taste
better than store bought ..

Hunting Tips: Walk on silent toes, be patient, stay down wind and trust your
pack mates if you are not hunting alone..

Prefered Method of Attack:  I attack from behind generally.. it seems easier to
catch the prey (or on occasion, the friend hehe) off gaurd and disable them.. I
have resorted to capturing mice on occasion.. and even birds.. that's always a
bit of fun  (chuckles) 

Favorite Non-Were Mythological Beast:  I would have to say, Unicorn, though, as
most do I'm sure, I love Dragons as well ..

Feelings Toward Vampires:  I assume this refers to psychic vampires .. I have
little problem with them .. If I do not wish to be fed from, I know how to
block such 'attacks'.  Like were's .. PV's are often misunderstood.. and quit a
few do not even know what they are much less realize what they do.. 

Feelings Toward Normal Humans:  I have mixed feelings in regaurds to this one..
I generally do not have a problem with humans as long as they are not utterly
disrespectful and ignorant by choice, as in closed minded.. or those that are
so engulfed in religion that they are willing to destroy all beliefs outside of
their own.. I enjoy the company of quite a few humans.. as they are not all
mundane, I prefer to call them just that.. Human.. 

Personal Therianthropy:  I have memories of myself even at the age of two, and
I can easily recall so many years of knowing I was not human, or at the very
least, different.. I believed I was like my dogs were.. I could understand
them.. and they me, but not by human means .. I could understand their
movements, sounds and even on occassion their scents.  and I would react to
them with the same vices I understood them by.. I believed I was one of them so
strongly that for a time.. I was reluctant to even use human words .. 
I have always felt misplaced in my human form.. I suppose this will never leave
me, but at the same time.. I think I at times enjoy my human half more than I
should (smiles) .. 
In my younger years, up until I was about 15, I would often astral project and
join a pack, my pack.  I felt so strongly that they were real.. I had no idea
at the time that I was outside anything but dreaming.. in anycase.. last year..
I encountered a man of my age that proved to me that the pack was real.. he was
one of them.. and he gave a name to what I had always felt.. though I now
prefer the word Therianthropy over Lycanthropy.. I owe him a great deal of
thanks for that.. Though, as it happened with the pack.. we too faded apart
again..
I remain in an almost constant Mental shift, this is supressed in me on
occassion as social conditions tend to instinctually hide that part of me.. 
I have a few physical attributes which I attribute to my wolf side.. my sense
of smell is a great deal stronger than most.. I have been capable of scenting
people approaching me from behind when they were stalking me playfully from
upwind .. I wont go into droning the other incidents ..
I also have enhanced hearing as well as a high metabolism and above average
amune system..